Want Me To Open My Heart?
Go Find A Fucking Knife. 

(Source: timmyderrick)

Hi,
I’m A Guy That Fucked Up His Life.
Feel Free To Shit On Me,
I Deserve It. 

I Hate Myself
I Hate What I’ve Done
I Hate What I Did
I Hate That She Will Never See Me The Same Way Even If I’m The Same Person As Before
I Hate That She Misses That Guy
I Hate How I’ve Fucked Things Up
I Hate That We Wont Talk The Same Way
I Hate That We Can’t Be Together Like In My Dreams
I Hate That I’m Fucked Up
I Hate That I’m Messed Up
I Hate My Addition
I Hate Crying Every Fucking Night
I Hate Throwing Up Every Fucking Night
I Want To Be With Her So Badly
I Want To Take Back What I’ve Done
I Want To Say Sorry Till My Throat Bleeds
I Want To Fix Things
I Want To Earn Her Forgiveness
Even If It Takes Forever
I Will Make Things Right With Her

But She Wont
I’ve Made A Lot Of Other People Angry & Hate Me
I Want To Earn Their Forgiveness

I’m Alone Again
Like Before
But

I Lost A Lot Of Things
My Friends & My Best Friend
The One Person I Love Most In The World
I Never Had That Before

I Deserve This Pain I Know
And I Deserve More Of It

I Miss Her
I Love Her
I’ve Hurt Her
Now I’m Here
Waiting To Redeem My Self For The Actions That I’ve Done
And I’ll Wait Forever For Her To Talk To Me Again
Till My Heart Stops Beating
I’ll Wait For Her 

(Source: timmyderrick)

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